The Restful Play of Open-ended Awareness & Wholeness-Existing

I wish i could help you.

I wish you could help me.

I wish we could help us.

Without the realization that it would take months if not years of concerted and prioritized efforts for you to unlearn your colonized perceptions, emotions, somatics and behavioral impulses.

Ignorance is a kind of bliss for the colonized. A privilege to dissociate.

And the other side of the same narcotic coin is the outrage-rumination-victim-scapegoat cycle that disallows existing itself.

If i could transmit to you in one fell swoop

“The Restful Play of Open-ended Awareness & Wholeness-Existing”

& circumvent the years of practice it takes to merge with what the above phrase describes while alive, then i would be a force of mercy beyond limitation!

If only i could remove the petty obstacles and problems that your own colonized ghost mind-ancestors throw around as distractions to your soul’s expansive contact.

Would that i could shorten the long reckoning of self-betrayal and false hunger that has brought us to this kind of dying threshold. This species endgame.

That i might share with you the skill inherent in your birth that has been kidnapped from your perception and forced, beaten, into submission as an agent of murder and torture against reality itself.

And even as murderers, thieves and rapists against earth and soul, even after all this continual disrespect, that we would be welcomed back into the total and unbreakable compassion and peace of love which is absence-presence dream-reality.

And that we could experience that welcome at any time before we die and after we die, if only we could decide to choose the reception of it even amidst the infected presence of our haunted berserker personalities.

If i could do this, i would.